Strumming Some Heartstrings


Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Number 471 at 8:30:00 PM

Such a disappointing message in my mum's handphone. I was expecting East View Secondary School. Argh. To think I was so excited for a month! Now, I can't go back to my school and take a look. I can't eat the sandwiches and sushi and zhap zai bng and fruits, and on the way, go Gongshang to eat former East View's bah wan soup. :( Saddened. I will nahhhh accompany my brother school to report. NEVER in my life okay. Since it's nahhhh my former school. He can go there early in the morning at 8.30am tomorrow with whoever he wants, and I am not going to care!

But right here, you can see how happy my brother is. Maybe there's not many people reporting for Pasir Ris Secondary NT course. That's why he is so lucky, aggregate never reach also can get in. He should give me treats of KFC and Pizza Hut, because I neg 報 PRSS for him, even when he, himself, had no confidence in getting in. He should really thank me. And he should never, NEVER, forget about this.

Why I so enthusiastic, go help him neg neg put Pasir Ris at first choice ah?! Why I never put my East View first? WHY? Now, I have no junior liew! Or maybe I should ask my parents to gambatteh, produce one more kid. Then 12 years later, I neg neg put East View at first choice. 12 years only, I can wait one! HAHA. Siao. Later that kid can't even graduate from kindergarden or primary school then die. Because first kid, my sister, smartest - went Special course. Then second kid, me, not smart but still alright - went Express course. By right, if 以此類推﹐ the third kid, which is my brother should go Normal Academic course mah. How he skip NA, directly jump down to Normal Technical?



天才白癡夢。





Monday, December 21, 2009
Number 470 at 3:03:00 PM



無法忘記曾經愛過的你
若是能夠和你相逢
我願意等待
只是暫時分離
再見　我們悲傷的愛
直到我生命的盡頭
這份愛將化為淚水向你告白
永遠不能被沫滅
你的愛才是讓我活下去的唯一理由
請你回來　我會永遠愛著你　永遠

잊게 사랑했다 너의를 있는다
또한 너와 다시 한 번 만난 할 수 있으면
나는 너를 기다리게 기꺼이 한다
우리는 지금 단 분리된다 임시에
안녕 우리의 이동된 사랑
생활에 저것을 1 일 끝낸 할 수 있는다
눈물으로 회전 공중 계산서
단 그때 너의 사랑은I있있다 이유 이다
우리가 지금 또한 안으로 넘어질 수 있을 한
너에게 위에 후에 보라고 묻는다
영원히의 사랑

this song is approximately same age as my brother!
the show used to be aired on channel eight every sunday 11am.
i think. it's nice. :)

tomorrow is the day! my brother is going to know his new school.
i. am. so. excited. for. him.
please, let him be my junior!
i wanna go east view visit on 23rd 8.30am!
i. don't. care! neg neg must get in!

and woot. i'm starting work next monday.
back to the place where malcom calls me 'joanne'.
new boss looks exactly like my favourite mister loh kahyee.
machiam copy paste. i never lie.



pretty's album is coming out on the first of january!

okay. michelle's and kengsern's birthday is coming.
then liling's. the master's.
then huiyee's. then brandon's. then meiyan's.
then guanhui's. then. then. then.

i still owe yiwen and gina and winnie cards!





Friday, December 18, 2009
Number 469 at 11:49:00 AM


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i think i machiam ryan higa. got this disorder.
keep on going offtrack. bobian one.

I typed, saved, edited this for a week.
neg neg mai publish. because the mood not right.
HAHA. Starry starry to-night.
Dad should have washed some clothes and bring them out to air-dry.
His hobby. He told me this previously.
Daddy: Limin, did you see the moon when you walked home?
l1m1n: Huh? No leh. Why?
Daddy: Oh. Why not you go out and see have moon anot? Cos I washed clothes, wanna hang outside to dry.
l1m1n: You always see stars one mah! Why now change to see moon!
Daddy: Because TODAY NO STAR. Only have clouds. And the cloud machiam telling me going to rain lidat. Cluster cluster one. BUT I wanna take the advantage of the wind, can blow dry the clothes. If never bring out, very wasted!
typical uncle shial! so cute. HE CHASED ME OUT JUST TO GET ME SEE IS THERE ANY MOON.

i love my pillow. so i gave it a name.
Comfy. I can hug Comfy for the whole day.
except during times when I'm bathing.

Gina always very excited about my blog post.
I always give her sneak previews of my posts.
Like copy paste a part of it to her.
DON'T THINK THAT ONLY MOVIE GOT SNEAK PREVIEW OKAY.
Actually, she no need so excited one.
Because most of the posts are talking about her.

Gina watched (boring) Paranormal Activity.
Then she called me. DAMN FUNNY, SHE.
Gina: Limin ah. You liar! You say Paranormal Activity not scary! YOU THIS 騙子。 It's so scary!
l1m1n: HAHAHA. Where got scary!
Gina: I ask you ah. I think the ending got three leh! Your endind issit the girl stab the guy?
l1m1n: No leh! Mine is the guy kana thrown to the camera.
Gina: Did you saw the part where she was dragged out of the bed?!
l1m1n: Yea. I saw.
Gina: How?! 我很怕！Toilet here 暗 mee mo, I 看 mee yew! 我怕！YOU LAH. Bluff me.
l1m1n: You really very mee yew use leh! HAAHAHA.
Gina: You then mee yew use, WHAT I MEE YEW USE! Okay lah. I talk to you later. Bye bye!
SHE PRACTICALLY SHOUTED OKAY. Really very funny.
I was laughing non-stop at her. HAHA.
She called me just to say all these and scold me lor.

Gina must be missing the fun we had during MPSIP.
We created bombay movies when we were so bored.
Just in case, you don't remember what we did. See my 386.

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She create liew then felt super excited, asked me to create also.
I too long never play, skill rusty. Need to think for a while.
Just nice I remember Kumbar messaged us telling us that tickets are $20.
Must be no one wanna go for dinner, so must decrease the price to gian people go.
But bo yong! Because laoniang still neg neg mai ke.
Because I remember last time during MPSIP got this talk, then outside got refreshments, ALL SAMOSA AND SANDWICH cheapo food. Gina also got tell me that iHub duno what buffet also beehoon nia. So I chop chop think the dinner confirm nothing big. HAAH. Niao one.

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I was so excited you know.
I wanted to have a class gathering, really.
Like wanna have our own F6oh9 fun.
Because the email about 10th dinner say meet up with ex-classmates.
MY CLASSMATES DON'T COME FROM 10 YEARS AGO OKAY.
I ONLY HAVE 12 CLASSMATES, AND HAD 21 CLASSMATES. take note of the tense ah.
'Have' and 'had' not the same. Even Xiaoqing also my classmate okay. Although I've never seen her before.
Sekali one chio bu. Then wasted know? HAHA.

Why should I go for the dinner to see so many LAO strangers!

Yiwen very 搞笑。
l1m1n: Our class gathering maybe cancelling le. No one coming de.
Yiwen: Huh? I thought got you, Gina and Calgary?
l1m1n: 3 person only, gather wat! HAHA. 3 person is not gathering, is called 'dating'!
Yiwen: Hahaha. 2 person then is dating mah. More than 2 person considered 'gathering'.
Three's a crowd. HAHA.

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Gina and I were talking about the program flow and menu of that 10th anniversary dinner. Very sian one. I thought I see wrong. Mass dance leh! I think for 10 years, the mass dance still same one, never change at all. And imagine some graduates from 10 years ago really give face and come, they 30plus years old liao, then sekali very successful, become some company's CEO or what, YOU WANT THEM DO THIS STUPID MASS DANCE? Are you ding dong?

Out of 'so many' food from the menu, I'm only gianed about the Mini Chocolate Éclair & Cream Puff. The rest, actually can do away with. Twenty dollars, still too expensive. You want me to pay so much for some vegetarian mee goreng? I can go hawker center buy myself, you no need 客氣。

Common sense tells me that only 小貓兩﹐三只去才。
This kind, no need sixth sense also can predict.
Because no one loves EYE EFF SEE.
Even if go, I think is only to kua kua nia. Not to celebrate what?
10th year? Chey. Big deal. HAHA. Duno 害死 how many students liew.
And this who, Long Siow Leng, didn't even wanna acknowledge that we were their students.
Go back, what for? And as if I wanna be your student. Lonnng.

Gina had alot of opinions regarding the phrasing of sentences in the invitations, program flow and menu. Especially one word. She very particular about it. Guess what's the word. Okay, no need to guess. It's 'cum'. She thinks that they should have used 'aka' instead of that, eh, word. She even used Microsoft Words to search if there's such a word in the dictionary - AKA. And the thesaurus has it. Then we googled about 'cum'. All results that came out were porn, not proper english dictionary or thesaurus results were shown. HORNY. So she neg neg very 介意 and even went to vandalise SL's wall to reprimand him about it. HAHA.
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Don't say I always bully my brother, okay? Buddha knows how muchhhhh I love him! I make milo dinosaur for myself, then he kana gianed. So I helped him make okay. I am a good sister! But he isn't a good brother. He ate up all the milo powder at the speed of light! What's the purpose of drinking milo dinosaur when there's no more milo powder floating! Waste of my effort and that powder! I wunnntttt make milo dinosaur for him anymore!

And I really never always bully him one. I sumpah.
You have no idea how much I sayang him okay. I tell you know.
So stop saying things like,"I sometimes suspect that you're not his biological sister."
Although sometimes, I have this question for myself too. HAHA.
You know small kids, when they young, their heads are always at the height where adults' bags and hands are - Very short, very dangerous. Because adults too tall, can't see, then always hit the kids' heads. HIT TOO MUCH WILL STUPID ONE LEH. Last time my brother still this short, whenever we go crowded places, I'd always let him walk right, DIRECTLY in front of me, and then hug his head leh. Or sometimes, I put my hands on his shoulders. No one can accidentally hit his head, and he wunt get lost this way. I protect him leh! I AM A REALLY GOOD SISTER OKAY. I just like to kachiao only, because fun.

He want milo, I make for him.
He want maggie me, I cook for him.
He want egg sandwich, I fry one pretty one for him.
He want to drink my milo, I let him drink.
He want to drink my soup, I let him have it.
He want me to cook campbell soup, I cooked it with love.
I only sometimes like to paotoh him. Other times, I treat him with love.

So don't suspect, I am really very good to my brother.
Although I didn't give him birthday present, because he didn't give me mine.
Although I like to bite him and snatch away his pillow, all that lah.

And my brother, only I WA AKU SAYA WO ME can bully.
If he go secondary kana bully, I will set that bully on fire.
HAHA. I LIKE TO SAY I WANNA SET THINGS ON FIRE.
Last time, Blk 260 playground got fire. Kengsern specially walk there with me and Meilian then point at the playground. Then he say,"Limin, you burn one right?" During tuition, I also always say,"I hate this question. I wanna burn this paper!"
Anyway, no one can bully my brother, except me.
Because my bully is just having fun one. Nothing serious.
Believe me okay. I really love my brother. He so cute.
The month small small, teeth big big senget senget one.
How can don't love him! HAHA.



I even took the effort to entertain him okay!
I imitated the Mouse in the teacup reciting 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star".
Just like the way it recites at the 3rd minutes in that video.
I really same one. My brother sit beside, laugh until very happy leh.
I don't know why. But I made him laugh alot, you know!
I also imitated Shin-chan singing 大象歌 for him okay.
He also laughed until very happy.
I think in the whole family, me and him 最談得來 already.
Who says 8 years difference in age will have age gap!

And speaking of 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star', it reminds me of Khairul.
He last time always like to 'Twinkle Twinkle..?" Then expect people to continue the "Little Star" for him. Very boliao. HAHA. And he abit loso. I asked him,"Where you live ah?" Normally, people will just say the block number or what. HE TELL ME DIRECTIONS SHIAL,"Okay, you know from TP, opposite right? You walk straight for 15 minutes, all the way. Then you'll reach my house." SO.. WHERE IS THAT? I never ask,"How to go to your house?" I not interested also. HAHA.
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This fanpage on facebook so funny. I didn't realised shial, for 20 years!



I think I'm so creative.
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It was 09th December. I was searching on ebay, my sister's birthday present.
Because Michelle can't accompany me to town for the search.
And 10th December is the day! I gave up watching my Cruel Temptation just to find a nice one!

I show you what beauties I found.
I think I took 45 minutes to find something Mickey and pretty!
Mickey because she born in the year of Rat, so forever must Mickey. HAHA.
Lidat easier mah.


THIS BLING SHO CHIO. I LIKE.

Our brother was beside me, he was watching Cruel Temptation with me.
I asked for his opinions. BUT NO, I'm not going to say we shared the present.
Because he wunnnt pay. Brother thinks Sister will prefer the gold one.
(Actually, the bling bling is I wanna buy for myself one. HAHA.)
Half way while we were browsing through ebay, Sister came home.
Brother super kanchiong. He started whispering to me.
"大姐 come home liao!"
"大姐 is sitting down on the sofa!"
"大姐 stand up le!"
"大姐 walking back to room!"
I KNOW. I CAN HEAR. Why so kancheong! If I never give him an 'eh', he will poke me and repeat himself, but still whispering.

You know what?! The seller doesn't wanna post her items to Singapore leh!
Huat! I wasted my time. And I happied for nahthing leh!
I want the bling bling leh. Now I have to find something else for my sister also!
The seller in Hong Kong leh. She even posts to UK, Singapore here so near nia!
Why! Don't like Lion City issit?! tskkkk. My bling!

Okay. So 10th December meet Michelle to shop in Tampines Mall.
When I saw Michelle, I really very not used to it.
Because her hair damnnnnn flat. She never clip karipok! She wants to cut her fringe.
We realised one same thing - When hairdressers touch your hair, your hair machiam heavenly, super smooth. But when we ownself blow, comb or whatever, the hair machiam grass. Duno why. Hairdressers' hands really like magic.
I was so bored while Michelle was cutting her hair, so I messaged her. HAHA.
"Hi. I'm very bored."
I think we like to message each other when we're just next to each other.
Last time during APEL, me and Gina also lidat.
Last time when Gina putting foreign hair, we also lidat.
Last time when Michelle coloring her hair, we also lidat still.

When you have to shop for presents, it's so tough!
I am ashamed. I lived with my sister for 20 years, but I don't really know what she likes.
Why can't she be like me! My present very easy leh, dolphins can liao! HAHA.
I took super long to decide what to buy for her.

We were walking around NTUC, and I saw KAMPAI at the wine section.
So I shouted,"MICHELLE!" It's quite.. abit not expensive.
Then Michelle took one and read,"Kampai? What flavour? Fruit juice!"
No, not that it's fruit juice. It just has the taste lah. I think.
Then she smell leh! "YOU SMELLING WHAT! CAN SMELL AH? BOTTLED LEH."
Joker shial. Bottled, got cap on, how to smell. She think she dog, or she think Kampai is flower! HAHA.

I really chose like dog. It's worse than solving a maths problem sum! I like the star okay! I let my sister choose, and she chose my STAR away. So I tsked and showed her a very sad face. HAHA. Then she gave me the STAR. Shoooo toucccchiiing.

Good hair day! Woot.
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I had a dream. It was a squeezy dream.
Packed with one primary school teacher, my 106 206 classmates, many strangers and [].
The primary school teacher was Ms Madalene Sng. She whacked me lor when she was my primary 5 form english teacher. Just because I didn't bring my Collins Cobuild dictionary. I wasn't the only one, but she caned only laoniang! Nahhh fair. My right hand still have the mark okay. But since I improved 28 marks for english because of her, NEHMIND.
In my squeezy dream, I saw Michelle, Winnie, Kuanli, Meiyan and even YQ.

I dreamt that Peifang had this hairstyle. SO FUNNY.
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11/12/09.

Yiwen went to rebond hair. She told me to go reach the Storm at 1pm because she finishing at that time. LUCKILY I LATE, if not I have to wait even longer. Guess what - I wait until 3plus shial! If I knew Chundi also there with her, then I no need go so early le! Let her and Chundi 二人世界 can liew. I shocked shial, when I saw Chundi. And I couldn't recognise Cerena when I first saw her walking around. Because her bangs covered half of her face, I 看米有。

This hairdresser suddenly come and talk to me.
I think he trying to make do my business.
BUT NO USE ONE. Really. My hardearned money not for you.
Vincent. 我記住你。 My money not so easy to put into your pocket.

米想到 Chundi also got read my blog leh. :) Hi. ASL? HAHAHA. Your hair nice, must haolian one. Dun hide next time!

See Liling 很久不見的招牌動作。

I am statue. The face never change one. Good hair day again. Happy shial.

SO PRETTY. HAHA. 美女。 She finally permed, after rebonding for EIGHT times. LLL, YOU MAD AH. REBOND SO MANY TIMES. HAHAHA.
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13/12/09. With Ahwen.

SWENSENS. VERY EXPENSIVE.

Look at the prawn. Heavenlicious. Michelle wunnnnt eat this one lor! SHE HATE VEGES. Really duno how nice crunchy, nice vegetables can taste! tsk!

Pinkie very kolian. Can see me eat, but cannot eat. SO BLACK AND DIRTY SOMEMORE! 6 years old, not black very difficult. But strange one, Reddie same age but not so dirty. I think because Reddie stayed at home more. TMD I OFF TRACK SHIAL. SUDDENLY TALK ABOUT MY PHINY.

SIBEI 貴。 But sibei ho jia! So expensive, if dare to be not delicious, really is MEE YEW SI GU! *沒有死過。
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I found my way to Yiwen's block leh! All on my own.
I travel for 37 blocks, 1 street! All by myself. Never lose way!
Okay, got lose way. Abit. DAN BO NIA.
Before leaving my house, I googled from Tampines map leh.
I got research one. But I walk until block 205, I lost shial.
Duno walk where. So I went to study the map on the noticeboard.
AND I STILL DUNO WHERE LEH. HAHAHA. Map reading got only 1 mark really cannah play.
BUT because laoniang 天資過人﹐冰雪聰明…I still managed to find the right route.
WHY the block numbers not in order one? Trying to play hide and seek issit?
Here is 286. But the block in front become 283. In between got 3 blocks 不見去。
Then 287 跑到對面去！Very naughty. Make me walk and find until hare hare chuan.

Liling called while we were on the bus to Tampines Mall.
She asked us to go find her at the block.
Then Yiwen say,"We wait for you at the swing there lah! The swing very fun!"
But Liling say the swing is renovating.
I very 現實 one, immediately say,"HAIYO. DUN WANNA GO LIAO LAH."
Bought hot fudge sundae and walked to the bus stop near Liling's house.
Yiwen wanna be business woman. She wanna do business with me.
She say until very serious. Initially I thought she kidding 才。
Okay, Liling design website. I design products. You paint okay.
We 合作愉快。 HAHA.
Yiwen: I buy the materials then draw one for you. You wan wat picture?
l1m1n: Hmmmm. *think very lonnnnng*
Yiwen: Cartoon only hor! I only know cartoon.
l1m1n: Alice in the Wonderland that Mouse in the teacup.
Yiwen: WAHLAO. What is Alice in the Wonderland?!
l1m1n: HUH?! YOU DUNO ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND?! You have childhood anot?!
Yiwen: My childhood only have Doraemon and 蠟筆小新。
l1m1n: Okay lah! Then you draw 蠟筆小新 lah. And his friend, the name call wat!
Yiwen: 小白！
l1m1n: 小白 is dog lah! I say FRIEND.
Yiwen: Dog is humans' best friend what!
l1m1n: Okay lah. 小新 and 小白 lah. With 小白's dog kennel.
Yiwen: HUH? Why must draw 狗窩？
l1m1n: Draw 小新 and 小白 like too easy leh. So must add more.
ART STUDENT OKAY, SHE. I D&T STUDENT.
She draw for 4 years. I saw wood, drill holes for 3 years.
Since Sec 1 and 2 is Home Econs and D&T per half year.
NABEI. I DUN LIKE D&T LOR. I GOT A1 DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE OKAY.
MY ART AND HOME ECONS ALSO A1 ALTOGETHER. Sec 1 Sec 2 who can't get A1?!
But I suay. Final SA, all same marks got 67 shial.
This si teacher like me, chose me to be his student.
So honoured okay, I feel. GO DIE.
EVS DUN RESPECT STUDENTS ONE. FORCE US TAKE SUBJECTS WE DUN LIKE.
CANNOT CHOOSE. But please let TAN JIA HUI go there.
okay lah. I only until preparing O Levels artefact then drill 到 6 holes.
Because during Sec 1 and 2, I always ask friends do for me.
Because 我怕 I drill 到 myself. HAHA. YOU DUNO HOW DANGEROUS D&T IS.
I think Art is the best shial because draw nia. Preparation also quite what. I like.
Art exam 3 hours, I can one. My art from young not bad okay. Because my mum art NUMBER ONE.
F&N machiam need to come out with one duno wat meal. Need balanced meal or sometimes.
Cook, got fire. Very scared. HAHA. But I fry egg very zai. Use chopsticks, egg also never 破。
D&T need to design artefact with some mechanism, style, usefulness. WAHLAO. Difficult.
Think of one product already 難死。 I brainstormed for 6 months. Because I hate D&T.
Luckily got Mr Teo's help. He very good. Help me think of new design, help me do this and that.
But I super scared of him. He talk very loud, machiam loanshark. JUST LIKE CHINKUAN.
I also very scared of Chinkuan. 3 years classmate but only say one 'eh' to him before.
I just think the two of them behind got hide chopper, anytime will take out kill me.
But still, luckily got Mr Teo then I passed. He's very loso.
I went to thank him for the help after getting O results. One 'thank you' cost me 3 hours.
I spent 3 long hours hearing him niam geng. Then 不好意思 say,"I wanna go home."
OFF TOPIC AGAIN LEH.
You wanna see my artefact? I only have one precious not-very-nice photo.
I go hunt for it. Wait.
Forget it, cannot find.
The other time when I went to Courts with Yiwen, I saw this metallic silver washing machine.
I feel very 有親切感。 Because my product was portable washing machine. Metallic silver also.
I SAND IT FOR 3 MONTHS LEH. THE SIDE ALL ROUND AND SMOOTH.
Imagine pieces of squarish woods paste together, then slowly sand until round.
累死﹐I tell you! One square piece of wood as base, then 17 pieces of wood paste on top.
Then Mr Teo use machine sand for me. Then I must sand manually. tmd.
If I that time got camera, I confirm take down the photos.
Like cack. Mr Low or duno what, laoniang told you I dun wan D&T right?!
But I like acrylic. It's like very nice and clean. Especially after you buff it. SHINY.
I have one big piece of acrylic at home. And one stick. Woot.

Okay.

Yiwen really has no childhood.
l1m1n: Little Red Riding Hood, you know anot?!
Yiwen: I know ah! The one who ate poisoned apple one!
SAY UNTIL SO CONFIDENT, THEN WRONG. HAHAHA.
l1m1n: Your head! That one is Snow White!
Yiwen: Orh! The one got big bad wolf de! Kana eaten by the wolf de!
Really aiyoyo. Alice in the Wonderland duno, Little Red Riding Hood also blur blur.
MEE YEW CHILDHOOD. Watch Doraemon until become lidat.
I know alot okay. Sleeping Beauty. Princess and the Pea, frog. Mermaid. Aladdin.
講不完！

This Liling also very cute.
We walk to the lift near Kopitiam. Take lift down to B1. Go NTUC.
Come out of NTUC. Wanna take lift near NTUC to level 4.
Liling say,"We take the other lift lah. Go LJS nearer mah."
Then I listen liao, told her,"We still must walk to the lift at that area mah. Got difference meh?"
HAHAHA. NO DIFFERENCE LEH. Die, more and more like 小S. 講話很實在。

Went to watch Bodyguards and Assassins. My Donnie Yen inside.
He's so cool! Really. I watched because Donnie Yen is in it.
I love this movie. It's good. Huiyee should watch.
Because it's a little on the China history. Sun Yat-sen.
Xiaofan also must watch. Because he from China. HAHA.
I know Sun Yat-sen okay. He's the 國父 of Taiwan. I know my stuff!
I recognise him also. With his mustache.
I really, love this movie.



These people were protecting someone they've never seen before.
They died for this person, and their country leh. So noble right?!
They did this voluntarily, not expecting anything in return.
Some didn't even know anything. All of them relied on this thing called 'trust'.
And 'promise'. Or 'duty'. Or 'love'.
How many people can achieve this, right now?

為了保護素未蒙面的陌生人而毫無保留地犧牲自己。
為「情」﹐為「義」﹐為「愛」﹐為「職」﹐為「忠」。
在現今社會裡﹐怎麼可能？

李重光 is older than me by 100 years!

This uncle beside me also like to talk to himself.
I think all uncles who sit beside me like to murmur to themselves.
Last time during 2012 also lidat!
But they very cute one. The comments they make, sometimes make me laugh.
Donnie Yen inside got one part very cute.
The movie also got funny part lah.

Got one part machiam Pantene advertisement.
This guy's plait kana cut, then his hair machiam Pantene hair commercial.
Fly here and there. 髮質不錯。
And he look like tortise.
He killed my 李重光 okay. Siao. He thought is Mr Sun.
Machiam zombie, neg neg wanna kill.
They just need to dong for 1 hour okay. Then everything okay liao.
This substitution no need to die de. This stupid zombie lah!
They almost did it one lor. 59th minute kana killed. 17 years old only okay!
HAHA. I very 投入。 Why I never go take Chinese Studies!
Chinese A1, English B3 - CAN LEH. CONFIRM IN.
fuck.

I think only I understand the movie. HAHA.
And I think after I explained a little to Liling, she understand.
But Yiwen say the movie illogical.
l1m1n: 調虎什麼移什麼山的…
Yiwen: 調虎移山之計 mah! I know! HAIYO, your A1, how you get one!
l1m1n: Oi. At least I know and recognise 孫中山 okay!
I duno why. When I wanna say the 調虎移山之計 hor, I stuck.
Yiwen still think the movie illogical. She say wanna watch one more time.

IF LAST TIME GOT INTERNET, MSN, WEBCAM AH.
THEN ALL THESE PEOPLE NO NEED SACRIFICE.
Mr Sun no need go HK for meetup.
Then no need so many people protect.
Then no need substitution.
Then no one can kill who.

Got one more movie also got Donnie Yen!
2010. :)
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My brother 很笨。
I told him about my Sec 1 and 2 PE teacher. That tmd PE HOD mad bull Tahir.
I described how he tortured us.
Then he scared of East View shial.
Because he scared this si Tahir come back to East View teach PE.
PE ONLY, THE MOST HE MAKE YOU RUN FROM EAST VIEW TO PASIR RIS PARK ONLY WAT.
THEN FROM PASIR RIS PARK, RUN BACK TO EAST VIEW ONLY MAH.
Not like your sister, me, never run before. Wunt die one.
The most when you fail 2.4km, he'll make you run and run nonstop.
Then in the end, don't wanna retest you. And don't let you play game only what.
And if he 大發慈悲 let you play games in the last 3 minutes of the PE lesson, you must play.
If not he will scold,"I TOLD YOU TO PLAY GAME, WHY ARE YOU SITTING DOWN. YOU RECESS TIME COME AND RUN." Fucker. Go PE room take hockey sticks, then bell ring liao, PLAY WHAT. PLAY LANJIAO AH. *pardon my language, I sibei dulan about this. We can pass, you don't wanna test us.

My brother was watching Temptation of Wife with me.
These koreans kept saying PABO PABO. Which means fool.
So I turn to my brother and say,"You. PABO."
He have new nickname - Pabo.
And as the episodes carry on, his nickname change.
PABO become PA-BOOB.
Then I call until sian. So now his name BOOB.
HAHAHA I COPY RYAN HIGA ONE.

This korean drama, nice. I finished. Channel U too slow.
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I mentioned that it's impossible to be mean to certain someone right?
I tell you, there're certain people whom you can't bring yourself to treat them nice.
This person ah, it's not like I hate her to core. But when I communicate with her, I must be mean. And I don't like to talk to her also. But she neg neg wanna talk to me. So what to do? Since she wanna give me chance to be very 賤 to her, 我奉陪到底。 Anyway, her skin damn thick one. No need scared she will commit suicide because of my words. Okay, maybe if I'm in good mood, I'll be a little, just a little, nicer.

Give you example. You'll know how too much I can be.
It's just a matter of 'want or not' sometimes.
She like to call me and I think she can't whisper.
Talk damn loud. High pitch also. Irritating.
I think I will go deaf if I listen too much.
She machiam always very agitated. While on the contrast, I'm calm when dealing with her.
Niao: WHAT YOU DOING?!
l1m1n: *none of your business* Watching TV.
Niao: OH. I'M AT THE MRT, walking to meet my boyfriend.
l1m1n: *did I even asked* Oh.
Niao: How? I wanna break up with him. I'm going to return him his things. But I can't!
l1m1n: Then don't break lor.
Niao: But I want.
l1m1n: Then break lah.
Niao: But I can't let go.
l1m1n: *tmd* Then don't break lah!
Niao: But I not happy.
l1m1n: BREAK LOR.
Niao: You go and die lah!
l1m1n: *wtf* Ha. Hmm.
Niao: Okay lah, call you later.
l1m1n: BYE!

This kind of person sibei kiam pah.
EVERYTHING ALSO SHE SAY ONE.
She is also a habitual liar.
I even suspect that her boyfriend is imaginary one.
Not like she never before. DESPERATE BITCH.
I treat this Michelle and that Michelle totally different one.
That Michelle, my Suet. If she talk to me about all this, I will patiently listen one.
Then talk nice nice, give a little opinions, accompany her.
This Niao, I anyhow. Because I wanna end the conversation as soon as possible.
This is what we call 「同人不同命」。

Another example.
Niao: WHAT YOU DOING?
l1m1n: Online.
Niao: Doing what?
l1m1n: *surf porn, can?* Watching youtube.
Niao: You very boliao huh?
l1m1n: Hmmm.
Niao: Eaten dinner?
l1m1n: Eh.
Niao: *babbling about her imaginary or real boyfriend*
l1m1n: Uh huh.
Niao: *continue babble*
Okay, I hmmm eh orh all the way.
Niao: How come you're like not interested one!
l1m1n: *finally realised* Yea. I'm not interested in whatever you're saying.
Laoniang watching show, you come disturb. Already very irritating, now worse.
Niao: Wahlao. Why you lidat one?!
l1m1n: I'm lidat one mah. You duno meh?
Niao: Okay lah. Call you later.
l1m1n: *you better dun* BYE!

I AM DAMN MEAN. I KNOW.
Not only I dun like her okay. So it's definitely not my problem.
The problem lies in her. I know EVS 309 409, 310 410 people also don't like her.
She thinks that she talk loud then people scared.
But sometimes, volume is not the point.
I normally can treat her quite nicely. I can joke with her. Friend friend one.
Then got one day, she got on my nerves with that irritating voice.
"Can you keep quiet? You are so noisy. Stop talking." Well- mannered right. HAHA.
She still wanna talk shial. Wanna argue right?
"Just! Keep! QUIET." No need shout also can have those kind of 威嚴。 ^_^v

Yesterday while queueing for our movie tickets, we saw the Chipmunks poster.
24th December in cinemas. Just nice Niao's birthday shial.
Then I started creating this conversation with Yiwen.
Imagine one. Damn jian.
Fake niao: LIMIN! Today 24th December leh! My birthday!
l1m1n: I know.
Fake niao: Then why you never wish me?!
l1m1n: Don't want to. Why should I? You also never wish me.
Fake niao: Haiyah! Birthday one year once leh!
l1m1n: BIRTHDAY ONLY WHAT! Still got people's birthday is 4 years once okay!
Fake niao: Don't lidat leh!
l1m1n: I am lidat!
Fake niao: Hayer! Don't like you lah!
l1m1n: Okay. Let's end this friendship. BYE!
If she dares to call me to wish her, I'll dare to say.
老娘我沒在怕你的！

I already very good liao hor. At least I remember her birthday.
I just don't wanna wish her, that's all.
I rather wish Gina's Stanley, I also wunnnnt wish her.
怎樣？！





Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Number 468 at 3:04:00 AM

CHIO. I not greedy one leh, actually. I don't even want wifi, because it still cant load my farm so NO POINT! I only want mp3 player, good camera, got mp3 truetones to play my nice ringtones. WHY MACHIAM SO TOUGH.

I want this phone. It look just like my dead 6500S, but I love it so much. ebay have shial!



He rock, and his wife! If I have money, and if he opens his own concert, I'll go.
He's a great artiste with multi-talents, and his wife is a fabulous lyricist.





Monday, December 14, 2009
Number 467 at 9:25:00 PM

Laoniang sibei dulan now.
My handphone died on me.
How am I going to trade in now?
The phone can't be switched on at all.
nehbu. Of all times, NOW.
Phones always spoil at this very moment.
Damn efffff! I must go watch youtube to ease my anger.



Ann Kok was so pretty, and she's still so pretty!
I loved this drama, know? I was only 5 years old.
I was a teevee drama fan.
It's airing every weekdays at 3am, I think.
It reminds me of school days.





Sunday, December 13, 2009
Number 466 at 4:24:00 AM

想跟你說話﹐卻欲言又止。
明明想說心裡話﹐卻還是口是心非。
以前是這樣﹐現在也沒變。
唯一改變的是其中的原因。
從前靜靜聽你說話是因為喜歡你說話的聲音。
現在不開口多說什麼是因為我似乎無話可說。

Is there someone whom you can never be mean to?
You can remind yourself what things this person had done to you.
You can vividly remember what not-good this person did to you.
And at the same time, the not-bad ones follows right after.
You can say that you don't give a damn about this person.
You can act as if you really don't care about this person.
You can persuade yourself that nothing about this person bothers you.
Everything about this person is like none of your business, which is a fact.
But when this person tries to talk to you, there's no way you can ignore.
There's no way you can be mean and say,"Oh hi. Bye then!"
And you can't be sarcastic, because you can't bring yourself to behave that way.
And for this, there's no because. You just can't do it.

Solution. Be cold. Act blur. Urgh. Don't feel good.
跟你聊天的時候﹐我的心都跳得好快。
但心跳加速已不是因為興奮﹐而是因為害怕。
I think I have a phobia towards you.

One aside note: My brother will be knowing his posting on next Tuesday. I hope he go EVS. And, I can't break my 200k bejeweled score!






Friday, December 11, 2009
Number 465 at 9:18:00 PM

Connected. Farm loading. Messenger signing in.
Disconnected. Farm stuck. Messenger signed out.
Farm finally loaded. Messenger signed in. But disconnected.
Farm stuck again. Messenger signed out. But connected.

Laptop just can't behave.
It made me spend too long farming.
It drove my windows live chats up the wall.
Ivy asked me to watch this link when I'm free. I lost the link!
And people, if I didn't reply you, it's not because I'm ignoring you okay.
If you want, blame the LAO laptop!
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Has this ever happened to you? When you see something, it reminds you of someone. Let's say..
When I see Big Bird, it reminds me of Michelle.
When I see sweets, they remind me of Gina.
When I see Rilakkuma, it reminds me of Winnie.
When I see Doraemon, it reminds me of Yiwen.
When I see Hello Kitty and Kapo, it reminds me of Liling.
When I see those romance novels, they remind me of Huiyee.
When I see Spongebob's Gary, it reminds me of Michelle's boyfriend.
And many more things that remind me of many more people.

How about songs? Which song makes you think of who?
Are there certain songs that you avoid listening?
Are there certain songs which you don't listen?
Because for me, there are.



Here's one. It's definitely not because I don't like it, though.
有些歌﹐不聽不是因為不喜歡﹐更不是因為不好聽。
有些歌﹐不聽只是因為不想勾起沉浸已久的回憶。
其實它們很好聽﹐我也很喜歡。 (:
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What reminds you people of me? :) Okay, besides dolphins.



我很好，那麼你呢?

夏天　一個人的球鞋
能不能走到我們笑鬧著的海邊
海風　吹過你的身邊
變成一种想念　在我的世界盤旋
天空已經哭了几遍　我才漸漸明白
讓自己了解了你的離開　是愛
你的微笑姿態　還是那么那麼的存在﹝你…還…在﹞
在我心底某一塊
不再是我們的　還是要勇敢期待﹝愛…還…在﹞
我很好那么你呢　想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開　現在頭一扭微笑釋怀
輕輕問候著
我很好那么你呢　離開我要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得　而不哭了是懂得
我們都會幸福的
天空已放晴了几天 我才漸漸明白
讓自己了解了你停滯的　是愛

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